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Let's see, what has been happening in my oh so interesting life.......

Not much.

I decided to stay with my boyfriend and now i can barely think about leaving him. Me without him is like salad without dressing.....yeah, that was cheesey, so?

I'm at the Library now. I have nothing better to do until i go to my friends' big Valentine's Day sleepover. No boys allowed!!! It's an anti-romantic thing we're probably gonna do from now on. Just to have some girl time. Nothing serious.

Speaking of Valentines Day....HAPPY MUSHY MUSHY KISSY KISSY DAY!!!!

Yeah, i never was one for romance, then again, i was never one to have a boyfriend either.....you never know what might happen in your life. We're all still young.


My birthday was recently. I feel the same, actually. . . .I guess ageing will do that until your hit 30. . . .an age i am definatly dreading. . . .

What to say, What to....

Oh, if ANYBODY knows the ballad 'Scarbourogh Fair' PLEASE TELL ME!!! i asked so many people at my school (teachers included) an none of them knew about it!!!! I am so pissed off! I mention this because i am reading a book that was inspired by it. I haven't finished it... HELL, I'M NOT EVEN CLOSE!! but it is good. But i am so pissed because why doesn't anyone know about the classics!! It's not even that old.

Anyway, i bet people stopped reading this at my Valentines Greeting.

I had a dream...

I dreamt I was taking a tour of some random place in Washington. It was my mother and sister. The guides were these three guys...i guess i should give them names. Um....James ('cause thats my bf name <33) and...Joey ('cause thats my best guy friends' name). Anyway, they were showing us around--mind they were only a few years older then me--and they took us to this small room. I forgot what they said about it, but music was playing from nowhere and James was dancing by himself. So i joined him to dance, right when a slow song started! This James looked absolutly nothing like the real thing, but he was cute...though i forgot what he looked like. Anyway, we danced slowly, but it was anything but romantic. I wasn't wearing some Renaissance dress that magically poofed on my body, i was wearing jeans and an old sweatshirt. He wasn't wearing one of those Renaissance outfits either, just jeans a a T-shirt. Anyway, we danced for, like, 10 minutes. I looked around the small room, just as my family and the two guides were leaving. They locked me in the room!! I don't know how exacly i got out, but i did. The hotel we stayed at wasn't a hotel at all, it was more of a dank room with sleeping bags. By the time i got there, there were no more sleeping bags. So i think i shared with my sister, but i couldn't see the sleepers face. Then i woke up.

I'm not entirly sure why i decided to share this with people, but i just thought i should.

ARGHH!!!!!!

I may have finished Shadow Kissed, like, two weeks ago, but i dont think i ever recorded anything on it. Okay, here it goes. Oh, and if you havent read the book yet, then dont read ANY on this.


I AM SOOOO MAD AT RICHELLE MEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First off, Dimitri CANNOT be strigoi!! It just can't happen!! Now i know the universe is going to perish!

Second, How is Rose going to kill him when she LUVS him. I mean, HE ROX! If he died, then so would Rose because one can't live without the other.

Third, CLIFFHANGER MUCH?!?!

But there are good things; now theres a plot for the fourth book, Blood Promise, which comes out in July. I know, too far away. But i have other things to read while i wait.

Like Bliss^^

Bored out of my skull

Right at this very moment i am at my godmothers house. The two young boys are playing on the bed......and being very annoying about it. But whatever. The little girl just came in. She's so cute.

Today me and my father were supposed to go out and buy a digital camera. But one of my great aunts had a mild stroke. She's fine though. She's old and crazy and doesn't even speak a word of english.....i dont even know what she says half the time. But anyway, we couldnt get one. But i told him the model i wanted and he said he'll get it sometime this week or something.

Well, this was short and sweet....and the boys are now fighting. The oldest one is a pain in my ass. He's whinny and hates to lose. If he keeps that up, he will never make it in the world. I'm so sick and tired of scolding him that i just give up now. He's the only little kid i have problems with.

And only him. God, when i have kids, i'm going to make sure their not brats like him.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Current read: Suck It Up!


Those who get offended by me saying Merry Christmas, suck it up because the holiday first originated as Christian and so thats what its called! Plus, its not called Happy Holidays! No. Being politically correct may be a pain in the ass, but you know what; this is something i like being PC about!

Okay now that that's out of the way <33 I hope every person in the world had a great christmas. I got so many things and i'm greatful for them. I'm going with my father Saturday to get me a digital camera^^ Instead of buying me a bunch of little things, he just gets me one or two things that i really want. Which is cool. I cant wait. I got a bunch of iTunes gift cards ($85 worth) and i've already bought 2 CD's. Emilie Autumn's Enchant and Twilight Soundtrack. Enchant is still loading, but im listening to Twilight now. It's a good CD. Bella's Lullaby is so pretty.

Heh, even though it's vacation, my track coach wants to keep us in shape, so i still have practise my whole vacation. I only have 3 days off, Christmas eve, Christmas Day, and New Years Day. NoT even New Years Eve. Which sucks dreadfully *ANGER!* All well^^ i'll live.

Merry Christmas to all! And to all a Good Bite!

BLog entry: cute

Okay, i decided to give him a chance. I didnt have the heart to break up with someone whose only flaw was the way he kisses. Its wrong and selfish.

Anyway, he bought me the most beautiful necklace. Its a gold heart with a hole in the middle on an silver chain. He also wrote me a poem. It goes like this:

It's cold outside
It chills me down to my bones
The cold creeps in
Freezing my heart and soul
I'm frozen and unfeeling
Then you came along
You made me feel again
It may be cold outside
But now i have someone to keep me warm




ITS SO CUTE

BLog Entry....HELP!!!

okay, i just went on a date to see a movie with my...boyfriend. We saw Four Christmases, which was okay. It was funny, better then i thought.

Anyway, i met this kid on a Spanish trip to New York and my friend brought along this kid with her. He was okay.

He asked me out that day.

i said yes and we started going out.

As i was saying, we were going to the movies and we kissed.



IT WAS SCARY!!



he's a great guy, though, he is really cute and really really sweet. He treats me good and he seems like he really likes me. But he's also akward and a SCARY kisser. i mean, i dont normally judge with the ways guys kiss,.....but it was like he was chewing gum!!!

i'm going to try to tell him to just be friends monday......i feel so bad......

Okay, now that thats out of the way, i seriously think im losing my mind.....like i really do think i'm going crazy....and i dont know what it is.

i keep saying things i dont mean....im hearing voices.....and i'm have mixed feelings about everything. its sad, very sad. My mother and i fought a while back and i said that maybe i should see someone for help, but she refused and yelled at me more

I've only felt worse since then. I dont want to tell my friends because they hear enough of my complaining everyday, its sux to be them lol....

I finally got Shadow Kiss by Richelle Mead. I've been waiting for it for ever!!!!

okay, its getting late, i need to get to sleep, i have my friends birthday party tomorrow, but i cant say what i got her yet, just in case she reads this....