Thursday, August 7, 2008

~W00T!~

I FINISHED BREAKING DAWN!!!!!

Sorry, 'bout that, just wanted to SHOUT TO THE WORLD!!!!!!!!! Ahem...gotta stop that.

Anyway, I have had my nose buried in the pages of Stephanie Meyer's last book in the Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn, and let me tell you, what a story!!! I'm not going to say anything about it in case you are someone who hasn't finished reading it yet.

A few days ago, i went to some beach in some place with my grandparents, two aunts, my sister and her boyfriend. The beach was crazy; on low tide, it took you 20 minutes to walk to the water and get wet and another 20 to come back. But when tide was high, it took less then a second, depending on where you are set up.

After the beach, we went to eat ice cream. I had frozen yogurt because of my diet, but it was homemade like the rest of the ice cream. After the ice cream we went to a tower, and here comes the wierd part, i dreamt of the tower!! I had never been there before, but in a dream. I looked up at it, completely in surprise. I thought it was weird. I recognized almost every detail of the tower without looking at it, even the writing on it. It was wierd. Theres a word for what happened, but i forgot it.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

A Family Reunion to Remember

I just got back from a Family Reunion and let me tell you Whoa!!

At first, everyone was a little intimidate, then everyone started to get social. The reunion was at my Auntie Phelma's house and she lives near a pond and she had a bunch of tubes and boats and stuff. At first, i was a little shy to get into my bathing suit, but nobody looked at me like a cow. I have been skipping two meals, trying to get a better body for high school. My friends say I'm not fat, but i dont believe them. If this doesn't work, I'm probably going to just puke the fat out.

Me and my sister went out on the paddle boat, not knowing that the plug was missing and the thing was filling with water. She was freaking out because she is such a spaz. The whole pond wasn't at all deep, only about 10 to 15 feet. Where we were was shallower; only up to our chests. Anyway, here we are in the middle of a pond trying to get the water out. The thing was sinking fast and we only had one life jacket. I told her to take it because she was freaking out so much, but she threw it back at me. In the end she took it and we both jumped off. Our kind and helpful family decided to come at the last minute to help my sister and i. Once back, everyone was saying how funny it was, but i told them off. I said to them, "I don't think it was very funny, being in a situation like that." I wasn't too scared, it was my sister i was sticking up for. She was crying in a bigger, sturdier boat. "Why don't you go out there in the middle of the pond while a boat is sinking and all your family just sitting safely on the dock, laughing and I'll ask you if your angry." That is a direct quote.

Everyone apologized and we left. We had to pry my sister off the big boat, but she's fine now. She apologized for freaking out on me, but i told her not to worry about it, she was scared and i had to take some kind of control over the situation.

Auntie Phelma has a good heart; she was concerned and i bet she told my stepfather, her husband, and some other relative to go get us. She has a good heart and i love her for that.

Another downside; I didn't have the chance to go tubing T.T

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Crap! (part 2)

Sorry about that, i was using the computer at my friends house and he wanted to go on.

Anyway, turned out i did end us sleeping, with the help of some Tylenol PM. My mother suggested it when i told her i had a headache. She probably thought i was going to sneak out or something. The pill had no side effect...other then drowsiness, it didn't kick in for a half hour after i took it and i couldn't get comfortable, but when i tried to get up, i was so dizzy so i stayed put. Granted i slept well, but i don't want to do it again.

Something weird seems to be happening to me; there was a storm last week and it was thundering and lightening and everything. I wasn't afraid (quite the opposite) i was laughing. Uncontrollably. I couldn't stop laughing until i almost chocked myself in my pillow. I don't know what made me do it, but i did.

I'm going to start keeping a real diary once i go back to school. I'll try and keep this up, i kinda like it, dispite the fact that nobody really reads it, probably. I already have the book, but with every great diary, you need a great pen, so once school shopping starts, i'll get some really good pens, ones that work.

maybe red or purple or just plain black ^.^

Friday, August 1, 2008

Crap!

The reason why i haven't been posting is because i've been grounded. Apparently, my mother thought i yelled at her on the phone when i really didn't, so she thought that was worth 14 days of my free time. Also, we got into a huge fight a few days ago and she slapped me hard, I can't even remember why we were fighting; it was early in the morning and i had my period. Anyway, now i can't go to the Breaking Dawn party that was supposed to be an all-nighter thing. It's tonight and i'm kinda pissed at the moment. But at least i can actually get the book, which is good because i've been only waiting my whole life for it!!

I started reading a new series that i found somewhere, its called Vampire Diaries and its awesome. I just got them yesterday and i'm already on the last book, Dark Reunion. It's cool for books that were written in 1991. Once I'm done with them then i'm going to read Breaking Dawn which i'm going to get probably tomorrow afternoon. there is no way i'm going to sleep tonight.

more later

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Sweet

i slept over my friends house the other day. Her name is Emma and she managed to get on my mothers good side somehow, but in reality, she's eviler then i am! and i'm one hell of a villain, let me tell you. Anyway, we watched a few episodes of Invader Zim (ZIM EATS WAFFLES W00T!!). Emma is an awesome friend. She's letting me borrow her Full-Metal Alchemist Manga. I'm only on volume 3 but that's only because i just started.

I went to my father's house today. I go there every weekend. I like my room there better because i have MY OWN!...and the bed is bigger. I also had softball practise. We're in the championships so we need to PRACTISE! good thing i actually went to this one because we practised plays and such and had these weird code names for the plays like 'Soccer 1' 'Soccer 2' and 'Soccer 3' Why they used Soccer? I have no clue, i play outfield so i don't need to worry about crap like that, plus i'm quiting after this season, so .... yeah.

I finally know the tattoo i'm going to get; a bar code. I even know what numbers i'm using, but i'm not saying anything yet because i feel that i should wait. Emma really supports my decision, and she helped me decide some of the numbers.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Untitled...

Yeah....i didn't have a title...big whoop.

Anyway, in my last post, I told you about the camps and such and I already forgot....but I do remember mentioning James, that kid who thought there was something wrong with me, well i think he might have read this or something because he told me that i looked pretty depressed that whole week and he wanted to make sure everything was fine or something like that....I have short term, anyway, he's not a bad kid.

No, i do not have a crush on him.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Wow....

Well, the camp i actually wanted to join has finally come. It's band camp and i am not afraid to admit that i play the saxaphone. I like to play it and it makes me feel wanted. Some of my old friends from last year still go, but not all of them...which is kind of sad.

One of my friends, James, is making me a little depressed. He plays Saxaphone too and he's better then i am. I'm not going to say that i'm depressed because he's better then me, but he's just making me depressed. We just got these really hard pieces of music and he already knows it by heart on the third day! Plus, he always asks me, 'Are you okay?' everytime i don't get a part down. I mean, SERIOUSLY!! Shut the hell up James, I'm fine!!

But i can't tell him that. I know he means well, but i just wish he meant better.....

In other news:
I'm trying to convince my mother to let me have contacts. I wear glasses and, frankly, i look really!!! geeky in them. I'm also trying my luck into letting her get me a guitar and lessons. Like i said, trying!!! I don't even know how the contact thing is going to work. She told me to be good this summer and i can have them for high school in september, but i think she's already mad at me for giving her a hard time at softball camp, and making a wallet out of tape. She already said that she would give me five dollars and a new wallet if i get rid of the one made. But i made that wallet...and i love it. Acutally, if i ever get a boyfriend that i love, i am going to give it to him, then i'll go in with a deal. but for now, it's mine and i turned down $5 and the most expensive wallet i could see for it.