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Micheal Jackson has died...

R.I.P.

I got this on Facebook

1. What color is your toothbrush? black
2. Name one person who made you smile today: Kayla
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? second period
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? getting food, i think
5. What is your favorite candy bar? Milky Way
6. Have you ever been to a strip club? no
7. What is the last thing you said aloud? Do you want me to turn the water off now?
8. What is your favorite ice cream? Rasberry
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? milk
10. Do you like your wallet? yeah, it's cool
11. What was the last thing you ate? fruit bar
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?nope
13. The last sporting event you watched? tennis in the other court
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? theres more than 1 flavor? butter
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? Kristen Fields
16. Ever go camping? i don't remember
17. Do you take vitamins daily? I'm supposed to
18. Do you go to church every Sunday? I think i would burn
19. Do you have a tan? nope (I'm afraid of skin cancer)
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? no!! that's a foolish thing to ask
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw? sometimes
22. What did your last text message say? im bored
23. What are you doing tomorrow? school, then coffee house
25. Look to your left, what do you see? my sister's senior picture, a cybunny, my iPod
26. What color is your watch? black
27. What do you think of when you hear Australia? My friend Meghan, who went over the summer
28. Who do you admire most? my best friends
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? depends. I don't really eat fast food anymore
30. What is your favorite number? 13
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? my sister
32. Any plans today? n
o33. How many states have you lived in? 1
34. Biggest annoyance right now? my Cell Cycle project that i'm gonna fail
35. Last song listened to? Poison Girl by HIM is playing now
36.Can you say the alphabet backwards? not really
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house? yeah, ME!
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? Grafitti airwalks
39. Are you jealous of anyone? a little, but i'm only human
40. Is anyone jealous of you? i don't know, people don't walk up to me saying their jealous of me
41. Do you love anyone? you'd like to know!
42. Do any of your friends have children? God, I hope not!
43. What do you usually do during the day? school
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now? Ms. Nunes, Bio teacher
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? Hey or hi
46. What color is your car? don't have one, but my bike is blue
47. Do you like cats? AWWW!! of course!!
48. Are you thinking about someone right now? no, I don't think when i listen to music
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags? yep
50. How did you get your worst scar? i ran into a very hot metal plate and got 2nd degree burns on my left hand. I somethimes can't feel the top of my hand because of the nerve damage

Idk

I don't know why, but i feel really depressed today.

I mean more depressed then usual. I feel like crying and i cant really think straight.

I think it might be because my friend went back to New York. But, frankly, its none of my business, none at all. He went for a stupid reason anyway, but i'm not going to say what that reason is. My sister was really upset, but it didn't affect me at all. Not one bit. In fact, whenever a friend steps out on my life, i erase any trace of them from my person. Pictures, movie tics, you name it. I do it to ex boyfriends to. I think i'm probably feeling the emotion now or something.

But it doesn't matter, I've had friend's move away or just leave, I'm used to it.

But, even as I write this (because i know no one even reads this anymore) i feel like something is pressing on my throat and the feeling leads down my chest to my tummy. I miss him, yes, but i miss everyone i can never see again.

I'll live.

I guess i do know why i'm depressed today lol. (no humor)

Washington DC

This weekend i went on a four-day trip to DC with my band. We had a competition and our concert band got 3rd (which was a total rip off) and the jazz band got 1st (which was awesome) we also got a special award for the jazz band saxophones. I am a saxophone, but Jeff, a senior, got all the credit even though we all played perfectly, except for our warm-up song which didn't count against us at all. I was pissed at that.

Everything else was soo much fun. We stayed at a five-star hotel and i was roomed with my best friend and her friend. Her friend is reeeeealy annoying. The first day in DC she complained about EVERYTHING!!! We did go to bed early because the competition was early the next day, but she freaked out because it was too dark, so we had to leave the bathroom light on. Then, my friend sneezed and she freaked out about that too. Also the heater running she sort of yelled. Then, there was a tiny bit of traffic outside and she complained that "some people were trying to sleep." I was pissed. I could feel my friend controlling her anger. We didn't get to sleep until 11:00 PM. That morning, we got a hotel wake up call and i accidentally thought that my friend was my alarm clock so i reached over and hit her (we were sleeping in the same bed). I finally realized that i didn't have an alarm clock and answered that phone. I said hello only to be answered by a machine saying, "Hello, this is your wake up call." i slammed the phone down and punched my pillow.

We visited the Washington Monument, FDR Memorial, Lincoln Memorial, Jefferson Memorial, World War II Memorial, Korean War Memorial, and Vietnam Memorial. We also went to both Smithsonian Museums and the Holocaust Museum. At the Holocaust Museum, i bought a cute little doll. I named her Molly Dolly, but i call her Molly. She's an immigrant girl, supposedly. The bus ride home was dragged a bit. We ate breakfast at Hard Rock Cafe (Which is my Church!!!) and finally set for home. We made too break stops in Delaware and Connecticut, both at gas stations. For Lunch in Delaware was a small veggie cup with ranch dressing and some cheese crackers that made me sick. Connecticut i got a salad from McDonald's.

Riiight

yeah, i did have the baby last weekend. But i didn't feel like posting the times and what it did. Lets just say it kept me up ALL NIGHT!!!

Happy Easter btw.

I'm Getting a Baby!!!

Okay, I'm not technically having a real baby. It's actually a simulation my health class is doing. I was hoping to get it last week, but i turned in my permission slip too late. No matter, i get it this week. My friend did do it last week and she said it was a lot of work, but fun in a way. Call us geeks. O-O

I told my father i was getting the baby this week and he was balistic, mostly because i'll be sleeping over his house this weekend. Hey, he'll have to deal. I luv ya dad, but if i'm gonna be up at 4 in the morning trying to figure out what to do with it (feed it, rock it, change it, burp it,) then your gonna feel the pain too. By the way, i do need to to all those things.

Pros: I get to be a like a realy parent and get wierd(er) looks from people. it'll be fun, torturing my family and all. an extra grade for the most vile class in school. & i get to name the baby!!!!!!

Cons: It'll be hard work. I'll have to be up all hours of the night trying to make it SHUT THE HELL UP!! & my dad will probably make me fail by throwing it out the window, slamming it into the wall, ect.

I will try to keep a record here. If it's too late to put my computer on, then i'll record it on paper and type it out here. Why am i doing this? Because i feel like it :)

Now i am definatly sure

I now know that i am bipolar.

I know, a weird thing to say and the most random to say, but absolutly nothing happened today and now im taking long walks when i have time. Maybe it's acutally some sort of depressed spring fever? I don't know, what i do know is that i don't really like talking to people anymore....or at least less then i used to.

*heavy sigh*

Oh! But there is some good news!!! Maximum Ride!! My world's most fantastic series. And that's saying something because, for those who know what a vampire freak i am, only vampire books are allowed in my reading life.

Anyway, if i tell you what the books are about, then you'll think that there stupid, but really, they are so fantastic. They even have a blog here on blogspot. maximumride.blogspot.com
But i would read the books first, or check out there website, maximumride.com
The blog is written by one of the caracters, like Tommy in Generation Dead.

Well, i'm typing this at the library and i have other things to do, but check out those books, there amazing!!